She's heeere....

So, AF showed up this morning on what was supposedly CD19, which is a good week early for me. Since I've been on injectables, my cycles have zigzagged from a week too short to a week too long. I'm guessing now that the "too long" cycles were an example of what I wrote about below, that I was actually baseline before I had my period, so the cycles are probably, at least hormonally, most consistent than I thought.

I'm going to try not to obsess about a short luteal phase, since that's never been an issue with me before and just start getting excited for my first - FINALLY after 2.5 years of being told I 99% would need IVF to conceive - IVF. I'll be going in for my baseline b/w and u/s tomorrow morning. My antral follicle count is usually a depressing event (most likely due to scarring on my ovaries from stage IV endo), so I'm not thinking at all that I'll hear anything different. But I'm praying they see more than 7 or so, for the hope that we can get at least 5 eggs at retrieval. I can feel myself getting stressed out as I type this, despite my determination to be all zen this cycle, so I'm going to stop typing and go take a shower so I can log on to work by 9am!